I’m slowly figure out who I am….

Today I had a realization that I need inner child therapy.

Suffering from mental health problems pretty much my whole life and being in and out of treatment, I’ve had a continuous cycle of destruction in my life. This is terribly frustrating for me, as I want more than anything in my life to be healthy and happy.

But constant work on my self and a desire to be healthy, I have come a far way from where I was as a teenager.

But I’m in a relapse in my life, the problem I have is that my darling daughter will be 7 in four months, she is becoming in-tune to me and her life and I have worked so hard as her mother to change the cycle from abuse and give her a good life with experiences, happiness, opportunities and so forth ….accept my mental health!

I am my worst enemy, I stabagote my life and attract negativity and destruction due to my lost soul. So I think it all stems from my childhood and the traumas I have suffered from. The only way I can become healthy and happy and be Victoria the woman I want to be is heal the wounded child, the child who was hurt by the people who were meant to love and protect me. So to do this, inner child therapy is needed.

As I am opening my mind and enlightening myself, I have learnt that I am a ‘little’ (DD/LG BDSM dynamic) which makes sense since I never really had a childhood and that’s why I am very childlike, sensitive and playful as a person. So my quest is to do inner child therapy and become Torri. I feel like I’ve finally started to figure it all out and I’m ready to transition into Torri.

Things I’m going to be working on is improving my fitness by walking more (60 mins and 10 thousands steps) doing some sort of cardio by gym/personal trainer or myself. Eating a plant based diet and embraceing my little self and finally doing inner child therapy.

Here is to becoming Torri.

Love and light, Torri. X

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Making progress!

Ah man, I’m happy to announce that I am finally loosing weight! In January I hit 14 stone, I was so mortified as I was a size 18, but I wouldn’t admit it to myself. I was miserable, my clothes didn’t fit me and my self esteem was on the floor. The first 6 months were rocky, as per usual the first couple of months started off positive before I went back to old habits, in July I weighed in at 13 st 7 lbs.

August my husband and I broke up and I had the heartbreak diet, I had no appetite at all for a couple of months. In September I got a personal trainer, today (November 12th) I’m down to just under 12 stone. I’ve lost 2 stone in total!

I’m starting to get back into eating a vegetarian diet and by January I will be doing the Veganaurary, which I hope to stay vegetarian there after this time! It will be my third year.

I’ve got my personal trainer till December, then in January I’m going to look into joining a small town gym. I have 2 stone to get to my goal weight of 10 stone and then I will be working on my mind, I have a lot of healing to do.

Love and light, Victoria. x

Hello 2017

So here we are in 2017!!

Hows my year going? Okay, Okay I know we are like on day 2 but still lol I am kicking the new year in as healthy as I can by doing 2 amazing challenges for myself. The first one is Veganuary where you eat a vegan diet for all of January, I did try this least year but I had some difficulty keeping to it, but I’ll keep trying 🙂 You can check veganuary out here:  https://veganuary.com/starter-kit

The second challenge I am doing is a sponsored walk which is: walking a mile a day thought January to raise money for Homestart. Homestart is a UK charity devoted to help families who face difficulties and hardship within their families, they provide support workers and volunteers. You can learn more about homestart here: https://www.home-start.org.uk/about-us Although I am really disappointed that I have only had one donation 😦 I’m doing it with my friend Kat who will be walking 2 miles a day, kat is a lot healthier than me so she is able to walk more. Due to my fibromyalgia and my pain/exhaustion the simple thing of going out and walking a mile a day is a huge thing for me. Learn more about Fibromyalgia here: http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Fibromyalgia/Pages/Introduction.aspx

Sunday 1st: My hip was really bad during the night and I got very little sleep and I was worried that I’d be in pain and wouldn’t be able to walk my mile. But Atlas, I was okay and I powered through, I walked to my friend Kat’s house and spent a couple of hours with her.

I ate an apple for Breakfast after my coffee, I skipped my lunch because I went to the shops to buy something and they were all closed because it was like New years day ha ha and then went to my friend Kats house. For tea I had Quorn sausages (x3) and sweet potato fries. Now I am aware quorn is not Vegan, however I have it in the freezer and I’m happy that it’s vegetarian, so for me that’s 100% better than what I was eating!

Monday 2nd: Today I covered 2 miles walking around town to do a few of chores, in which I could only do a couple because most of the shops are closed as apparently it’s bank holiday Monday ha ha I spent like almost £80 on healthy, vegan food today!

I had my coffee and skipped breakfast, for lunch I tried avocado for the very first time! I had a Mexican rice, quinoa and avocado salad pot from Marks and Spencer with a innocent smoothie drink, It came with a chili and lime dressing. I really liked that salad so I will be eating it again. For tea I had another marks and sparks salad pot, this one was a quinoa and black rice with soya edeme beans and a vinaigrette dressing but I didn’t really like it and then I had a soya vanilla yogurt pot.

I’m going to have a green tea in a moment and tomorrows plans are to take my daughter to the library when I have dropped off my son at nursery and do the remaining  chores I need to do in town. I aim to eat the quorn products I have in my freezer first so I can then continue on the vegan diet.

I am feeling motivated and inspired so far 🙂

I got a bellabeat for Christmas too, you can find more info about the female tracker here: https://webshop.bellabeat.com

It’s pretty good being able to count my steps more accurately and my sleep although I would like it to count the calories I eat tho, that would be cool!

So this year my main goal is to sort my really unhealthy diet out, to eat a more plant based diet and sort out my sugar addiction. I would like to be committed to do one exercise class, for an hour once a week.

So what are your goals?

Please sponsor me for my walk here: https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/Katrina-Czartowski2

That’s me for now, Torri. x

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Possible Aspie

So with everything going on recently, I have been trying to figure out why things are so difficult with me and my mental health. Especially as I have had treatment for my mental health for several years and why some things never seam to improve. Lately I am finding it very hard to connect with others and wondering weather it was my mental health or something else going on.

There have been times when I have though there are deeper things going on with myself and it turns out I was correct.

Such as:

  • When I was in school I thought I had dyslexia but it wasn’t until I was actually in Collage later on that it was taken seriously and diagnosed when I was 17 and more in depth while I was in University at 22.
  • When I was about 18/19 I watched Girl interrupted and when I connected massively with Susanna, I looked up Borderline Personality and thought I may have it. I later found out in January 2007 I was Diagnosed with BPD.
  • I also thought my father was abusive to my mother when they was together (They split when I was 3.9 years) and I was correct.
  • Although I’ve always though that the way I am is because of my Mental health issues caused by severe child abuse including all aspects: neglect, physical, mental, emotional and sexual and a lifetime of bulling.

Mental health diagnoses: 

  • Chronic Depressive disorder (Diagnosed in November 2004)
  • Generalized Anxiety Disorder (Diagnosed January 2007)
  • Borderline Personality Disorder (Diagnosed January 2007)
  • Bulimia Nervosa, Purging with anorexia tenancies type (Diagnosed- But can’t remember when- 2007)
  • I also suffer with: Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
  • EDNOS: Eating Disorder Not otherwise specified (Diagnosed 2008)
  • Dyslexia and Dyspraxia (Diagnosed & academic Mind of a 11-13 year old)

So I read in an article how there is a high number of autistic traits for girls with Eating Disorders.

Also the thought has fleeted through my mind about Autism when it has come up in conversations with others a few tomes and how a few things stood out to me when I related to them, a few times this has happened and I can instinctively remember a time in University and again with my friend Sarah.

So anyway, last night I decided to google it and after taking a comprehensive quiz I came out with a score of:

Nurodiverse score (Aspie traits) : 142 out of 200

Nurotypical score (Non Autistic traits) : 76 out of 200

A likelihood of being an Aspie (Asperges)

So on further looking at traits here are things that I identify with that seam to be in the Female adult Aspie traits (With my details)

– Week memory.

– Attended university, lived in halls, dropped out of degree in first year.

– Dyslexic with learning difficulties.

– Strong Black and White thinking.

– Dropped out of sixth form weeks before completion.

– Studied further education several times with 2 diplomas.

– Difficulty with time keeping.

– Several Councilors and Physiologist interventions, no improvement.

– Artistic.

– Creative.

– Photographer.

– Child care worker.

– Poet.

– Actress/Model.

– Social exhaustion and need day or days off to be alone and rest and get my energy back.

– Shy at first contact.

– Feel different to others since a young age,

– Prefer to be alone.

– Find it hard to socialize unless in a good place mentally and will difur as much as possible, may agree on it and then find it difficult to grasp the social occasion and prefer to be alone.

– Un able to cope in a work environment and haven’t kept a job longer than over a year (Other than my hobbies)

– Hard working and focused in all personal interests.

– Perfectionist, even more so to interests.

– extremely forgetful.

– People pleaser to people I’m close to.

– Walked out of my job in 2006.

– Strong difficulty in maintaining relationships.

– Prefer to be at a small gathering of close friends rather than large groups and going out. I find it difficult to go clubbing and have high anxiety before leaving the house and until i settle with friends.

– Find it hard to follow conversations at times and switch off.

– Happy to sit in silence.

– Bullied thought life.

– Have a problem with white lies to keep me out of trouble and try and not make me sound so bad as I am ashamed of things.

– Have a massive issue with Conflict.

– Have great difficulty asking for help emotionally.

– Been taken advantage of.

– Find it hard to say no and stand my ground at times (Getting better at this)

– Have Complex PTSD.

– Have a habit of taking on other peoples personalities to fit in.

– Find it difficult to tell people if I don’t like them or I need to be by myself or feel uncomfortable with them and fear of upsetting them and also getting hurt.

– Been groomed and assaulted and used within relationships.

– Can get bored with other people especially if they are talking a lot about them selves or if I cannot connect with them.

– Love to do my own thing.

– Complete Black sheep of the family.

– Great difficulty in expressing myself although writing things down or saying them to a camera is easier.

– Quite Blunt and to the point at times and have a habit of upsetting people.

– Can have word vomit at times and be very open and then get worried I scare people off and then find it hard to connect with them of fear of rejection.

– High pitched voice and child like as a child and young adult. Often teased as “Squeak”

– Take things literally and follow orders when people are joking.

– Extremely Highly sensitive and emotional.

– Have great difficulty with loud noises and repeated noises like alarms.

– Sensitive to others and able to reed them at times.

– Love soft things.

– Have good common sense/intuition and can know things.

– Constantly twirling feet.

– Plays with Buttons, zips, sleeves, necklaces ect when anxious.

– High Pain threshold.

– Can’t wear wool, find it uncomfortable/irritable.

– Cant eat certain foods like Mushrooms because of the texture.

– Really can’t stand spinning, makes me nauseous,

– I like doing things my way, like walking the same way to somewhere, cleaning, getting dressed in the same routine, turning on and off the bathroom light 3 times (Better at this now)

– Often don’t know why I have bruises, especially on my legs- Get them often on my arms from walking into doors.

– Like to play with children at a party or take regular trips to the bathroom for me time.

– Have hard of hearing.

– Sensitive to bright lights like high sunshine in cars when sitting in passenger seat.

– Tidy person.

– Twirl hair.

– Rocks back and fourth.

– Have IBS.

– is Insombiac since 8 years old.

– Night owl and HATE mornings.

– Lots of different fashion likes- Gothic, Boho, Smart.

– Like feeling comfortable in clothes, hate tight clothes.

– Find it hard to look after myself, often have messy hair. Forget to brush my teeth.

– Look younger than 30 years.

– Quite obsessed with the internet.

– I like to reed but don’t a lot due to difficulty understanding,

– I love animals especially dogs and horses.

– I love children and often with younger people, especially when I was younger.

– I love being outdoors.

– Spiritual.

– Like making lists and planning in detail ahead of things and knowing what I need to do and what is wanted of me.

– I’m into age gap/Lolita.

– Bi Sexual.

– At times happy not to have sex for long periods of time.

– Massively hyper focus and forget to eat and go to the toilet when engaged in things I love.

– I have special interests in certain things like some celebrities, I love Photography, crafting, make up, dancing, jeornaling, scrap booking, reading, writing, poetry, tattoos, piercings, collecting images, watching films ect.

– Trying to figure myself out constantly, got self help books, looked at diagnoses such as this lol

– Empath.

– Depressed/hyper and anxious.

– I don’t feel 30 but I don’t know how old I feel. When I was a teenager I felt much younger.

– Nieve.

– Fall hard and fast for people.

– Think I’m doing the right thing but then people don;t acknowledge it at all or see how important it is to me.

– Really connect to characters in movies or want to be them like “That night”

– Can be really good at leading people when passionate, interested and know the subject well.

– Strongly independent.

– High expectations for myself.

– Very low self esteem

– Massive stage fright as a child.

– Find it hard to see other peoples point of view (But getting better at this)

– Trust people too much and then get hurt.

– Serious but at times I can relax and have fun with loved ones.

– I cry at emotional adverts.

– Been on and off of Anti Depressants since 2006.

– Constant feeling of exhaustion.

– Father was Bi Polar

– Diagnosed as Borderline Personality Disorder.

– Diagnosed Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

– Diagnosed Depressive.

– Have intense mood swings.

– Don’t know how I feel and cant express how I feel.

–  Long history of eating Issues and Bulimia.

– Have had issues with binge drinking.

– Smoke and started to fit in at the age of 15.

– Smoked pot when 18-22 years.

– Hold a lot of inner anger.

– Often fake pretending I’m okay/happy.

– Dissociate when overwhelmed.

– I love to learn.

– Photographic memory.

– Can sober up in a crisis.

– Feel like I have to be normal.

– Need to be told directly peoples expectations and people to be honest with me.

– I feel very upset when people don’t like me if I have interacted with them.

– I don’t wear make up, only on special occasions.

– Very happy to live in Pj’s

– I love to design things.

– I understand things better when they are made into a diagram of some sort when confused.

So yeah, I think I may be an aspie?

Any advice on this?

Love and Light Torri.

 

House move & Changes

So this is what I have been getting up to recently……

Diet, transitioning to Veggie/Pestecerian:

I have been buying more vegetarian and free from food, here is some of my meals and taste tests:

These were okay, tasted a bit like burgers although a bit dry. I ate them with Root vegetable mash.

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Singapore noodles (Tescos from fridge section) with Tinned mixed beans and mixed with worshire sauce.

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Sweet potato and mixed bean burger with tescos frozen steamed white and wild rice with vegetables microwave pack.

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Spicy Chickpea, Kale and sweet potato pie, this was pretty good although a bit too much pastry but I would buy it again. I ate it with frozen mixed steamed vegetables.

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Past sauce, this was a bit hard but I think I didn’t cook it enough and I didn’t measure the water so It was really runny, so it was more my poor cooking.

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This was okay, it was good to eat leafy green salad as I don’t often.

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What else? 

Fitness: 

I have bought this bad boy for £70, its getting delivered today. This should help keep me fit if I do at least 10 mins a day and work up to 30 mins. It’s both a bike and a cross trainer. So 2 work outs! I’m going to cancel my gym membership since I don’t actually go to it and I am wasting money 😦 So now I have NO escuses!

YOGA!

I have also booked a 1-2-1 yoga instructor to come once a week to my house after my son goes to bed, it will cost me £60 a month. So even though it’s twice the money I am paying for the gym it will be tailored to me and more accessible. I start next Wednesday and I will have 4 sessions before Christmas.

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Lifestyle & Health:

Lush.

So I bought this from Lush hoping it will give me a “milk bath” but it produced bubbles! I was hoping for a milk bath photoshoot for my little one, so it didn’t go to plan. I was hoping it would be a nice alternative to actual Milk.

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I’ve bought these from Tescos for £7 to see if it helps with my muscle ache and help me relax before bed and sleep better. I haven’t tried it out yet.

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Meds

My Dr has switched my anti depressants to these ones, they also help with pain from Fibro, although I am still struggling and my mood is a bit up and down since the transition of weeing off the other ones I have been on for about 3 years.

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My Himalayan salt lamp also broke 😦 So I’m waiting for my partner to have a look at it and hopefully he can fix it.

Moving house

I’ve moved house so I now live almost in the center of town, this makes it so much easier to get out and about to get my son to Nursery and get chores done, shopping and that sort of stuff done especially since I tier so easily. It used to stress me out leaving my house before, I’d have to plan at least 40 mins before I left the house, 10/15 mins to get me and my son ready and then 20-25 min walk into town. Even just the thought of having to plan getting out was mind stealing for me, which I know sounds like a minor thing but when you have Fibro and CFS everyday tasks are hard work.

So lots more little changes, hopefully help to change things.

That’s me for now, Torri.

 

ME/CFS & Fibromyalgia

Coping with your ME in life sucks ass, here is a few things I have found online to help “manage” the symptoms.

Diet: 

Green veggies: fibro has been linked to a Mangenesum deficiency.

Lean protein: Help your body recover faster.

Fermented and cultured foods: Helps fight Candadiasis which flares up amongst those suffering from Fibromyalgia.

Omega fats: Helps reduce inflammation and reduce pain. These fats help promote cell membranes and increases mood.

Antioxidants: To fight off disease such as Vitamins A, C for oxidative stress & E.

Herbs: chamomile, passionflower, and valerian root to help improve mood naturally.

  • Eat ginger and turmeric regularly for their anti-inflammatory effects.
  • Ginseng: increase energy and combat fatigue.

Foods to avoid: 

  • Gluten & Wheat.
  • Sugar (Increases pain and inflation)
  • Processed foods (Chemicals irritate your condition)
  • Food your allergic to.
  • Alcohol & coffee (Causes dyhdration)
  • Dairy and Eggs.
  • Preservatives & additives.
  • Hydrogenated oil.
  • Salt.

Supplements:

#1 Magnesium (500 mg daily) Relaxes nerves & muscles.

#2 Fish Oil (1,000mg daily) Helps reduce pain.

#3 Vitamin D3 (5,000IU daily) Deficiency encourage auto immune disease.  This Vitamin is good for mood, immunity, and the musculoskeletal system.

#4 D-Ribose (5g 3x daily) Improves cellar energy.

#5 Rhodiola and Ashwagandha (500-1000 mg daily) Helps metabolic function and to reduce stress.

#6 5-hydroxytryptophan (5-HTP) This is a natural amino acid, which helps your body produce serotonin that is a chemical that helps regulate your mood.

# 7 S-Adenosyl methionine (SAMe) This helps relieve pain, morning stiffness, and fatigue.your body does produce this naturally.

#8 Melatonin: Helps improve quality of sleep and reduce pain.

#9 B-complex vitamins: For energy, immunity, nerve, and brain function

#10 Iodine: For thyroid health.

# 11 Nicotinamide Adenine Dinucleotide (NADH) NADH is a naturally occurring molecule formed from vitamin B3 (niacin) that plays an essential role in cellular energy production.

# 12 L-Carnitine: Carnitine is found in almsot all body cells, this is responsible for transporting long-chain fatty acids into mitochondria, the energy-producing centers of cells. It allows these fatty acids to be converted into energy.

#13 Coenzyme Q10: Coenzyme Q10 (Co Q10) is a compound found naturally in the mitochondria, the energy-producing center of our cells. Co Q10 is involved in the production of ATP, the main energy source of body cells. Co Q10 is also an antioxidant.

Home remedies & Lifestyle changes:

Daily light exercise for at least half an hour including: Swimming, yoga, walking, Pilates, ti chi, Cross trainer, Aqua swim classes. Adopt pacing activities alternating with rest. This will help preserve energy, allowing the body to recover naturally. In the surveys, 90 per cent were helped by this.

Counseling: To help wit the depression, try: Emotional Freedom Techniques, the Quadrinity Process, and cognitive behavioral therapy

Meditation: Calm the mind, reduce stress and manage pain. Quietens the nervous system.

Heat packs: Boosts blood flow and eases pain.

Cold packs: Helps with deep muscle pain.

DETOX: your body from toxins: saunas, steam baths, mineral baths, and low-intensity exercise to induce sweat. In addition, you can try to be “green” at home, by reducing the toxins that are in your household.

Rid yourself of any chemical or medicinal poisons, such as fluoride, mercury and antibiotics like Septrin, which have all been linked to ME. Use chelation techniques if necessary.

Prescribed medication: 

APTA machine: For easier breathing whist sleeping.

Prescribed painkillers.

Prescribed anti depressants. 

Massages & oils and lotions: 

Massages: when your muscles get knotted up and tight.

Helichrysum oil: To decrease muscle pain, improve circulation and support healing of nerve tissue which makes it an effective natural treatment for fibromyalgia.

Lavender oil: Reduces the emotional stress and rubbing on your muscles can help reduce pain.

Acupuncture: help improve pain and stiffness.

Manual lymph drainage therapy (MLDT) This massage helps reduce morning tiredness, anxiety and reduces pain and improved quality of life.

Capsaicin lotions: Capsaicin comes from pepper plants and is considered a natural pain reliever.When applied to a painful area of the body, it stimulates the release of a body chemical called substance P. As substance P is depleted, the pain sensation seems to decrease.

Chiropractic Manipulation: This alternative form of treatment that uses spinal manipulation and realignment to relieve pain, improve function, and promote natural healing.

The Feldenkrais Method. To correct poor posture or habits of movement that may contribute to pain.

Other Things to try: 

  • Colonics, Bowel Cleanses and Parasite Cleanses to help clear the gut of canidia.
  • Allergy test: Check if you have an allergy and then eliminate.
  • Hypnotherapy. 
  • Get your mercury fillings removed.

Pain is also associated with the following disorders/issues:

Nutrition:

  • Low ferritin
  • Low B12
  • Low folic acid (blood)
  • Low 25-hydroxy vitamin D 
  • Low vitamin C, B1, and B2

Metabolism: 

  • Hypothyroidism (low thyroid)
  • Adrenal Dysfunction

Infection: 

  • Lyme Disease or coinfections
  • Hepatitis C
  • Ova and parasites
  • Overgrowth of bacteria in the gut
  • Enteroviruses
  • Other infections not known or not yet understood

Toxic Issues:

  • Heavy metals
  • Pesticides
  • Jet fuel

LEARN about your illness, when you know whats going on and how you can help yourself you can begin managing your condition.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Homecooked Healthy quick meals

So on my quest for the healthy eating thought the year I have been trying new low calorie and fat products and dabbling a bit with quick and simple meals since I am cooking only for myself.

*LONG POST ahead! *

Shops: M&S- Marks and Spencer’s as well as Aldi and Tescos.

S&P – Salt and Pepper.

Quick meals: 

Mexican bean chili soup (Tinned) and I added chia seeds with spelt and muesli flat bread and homemade mango and banana smoothie.

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M&S food- Expensive but they make good stuff!

Super rice and quinoa mix with salmon flakes.

Smoked Haddock with Microwaved mixed steamed veggies and super rice and Quinoa mix (From M&S)

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1 chicken breast with Tesco fresh (Fridge) Hot chili sauce and Pepper stir fry with Tesco frozen microwave steamed rice and vegetables mix. Yummy = 400k

Tonight’s tea was yummy!
Free from Pesto covered chicken with (frozen steamed) mixed rice (wild rice, peas, sweetcorn and peppers) & mixed steamed vegetables (frozen- carrots, peas and sweetcorn) plus worshire sauce and s&p.

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Home made stirfry with rice noodles, turkey, frozen mixed vegetables and sweet and sour sauce.

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Mixed beans (Tinned) on toasted pinini- I added Worshire sauce and slat and peeper (S&P)

Pannini bread has a quite a few calories and isn’t healthy being a white carb, but I wanted to try something different.

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The stirfry sucked coz it has so many onions in which I hate and purple cabbage again I don’t like

Sauce sucked too

Microwavable wild and white rice with vegetables.
Stirfry veg- with Peas, butternut squash, carrot, cabbage, and mixed peppers and Chicken with sweet Soy, garlic and ginger sauce.

Sweet potato mash (M&S) Tender stem broccoli, Carrots and sugar snap beans (M&S) with smoked salmon and super berry smoothie (M&S) Loads of calories in that smoothie!

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Steamed microwaved frozen veg (Carrots, broccoli and sweetcorn) Deli flavored chicken and root vegetable mash (Tescos) with Mexican four bean (Tinned)

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Smoked Haddock and deli style, (M&S) Tenderstem broccoli, Carrots and sugar snap peas vegetables with Moroccan styled cous cous (Aldis) With Vitamin Water.

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Mexican microwaveable rice with Mexican tinned mixed beans and slamoln slices.

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Quinnoa and rice microwave (Uncle Bens) with Frozen steamed microwaveable mixed vegetable and Turkey in Simply cook test box sauce mix.

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Fried turkey mince with Ainsley Harriet chili couscous and frozen steamed microwavable mixed vegetables.

(home made flavoring of worshire sauce, Oxo cube stock, salt and pepper, lemon juice, turmeric and cayenne pepper)

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Home made Sunday dinner.

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New baby potatoes oven baked with Butter and Mince sauce with microwaved steamed mixed frozen vegetables and Cod fishcake (Aldis, fridge section)

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Spiced flavor turkey with microwave steamed mixed vegetables and butternut squash, sweet potatoes and carrots in mixed herbs. Turkey mixed with Simply cook test box sauce mix. 

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Frozen steamed mixed rice and vegetables with pan fried turkey stakes in Simply cook sauce mix (Simply cook test box)

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My regular steamed vegetables with Turkey an fried in the Simply cook sauce mix- I only bought the tester box, wasn’t so keen on paying so much money for sauces, although some of them were tasty. Wasn’t for me though.

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As pictured lol

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Pan fried oven baked new potatoes in oil and rosemary (As pictured above) then dry oil pan fried with haddock and free from pesto (green)

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Today was delicious!!
Aldis spicy Mexican chicken and mango salad with yesterday’s free from green pesto oven baked new potatoes with garlic oil and rosemary and graze mixed berries selection. Yummy!! Plus flavored water!

A graze snack box, I got these for a while but I did’t like most of them so I switched them to the Flapjack ones and they just pilled up so I unsubscribed.

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Free from Basil pesto (2 Teaspoons) mixed with Pan fried Turkey stake and Root vegetable mash.

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Aldis sweet pepper bell cous cous with smoked Cod. Plus Chili infused olive oil, salt and pepper. As you see a lot of this is convenient food, pre prepared salads and microwaved vegetables.

Then I had a cream bar and fizzy water.

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My favorite rice which is Tescos frozen steamed White and whild rice with vegetables with pan fried fresh Green pepper and Turkey stake with a sauce from the Simply cook trial pack.

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Chicken with smokey 4 bean chilly salad (Tinned) and honey roasted butternut squash, sweet potatoes and carrots mix (M&S)

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Four bean salad with smoked haddock and steamed mixed veggies.

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Tescos Sweet potato fries with Cod Fishcake I added s&p and worstchire sauce.

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Edeme bean and carrot salad with tuna and butternut squash, carrots and sweet potato honey roasted veg.

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Home made from scratch soup, with Pasta, Chicken and Bacon, mixed Vegetables (Carrot, Celery and peppers) Oxo Cube stock and added spices.

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Smoked Salmon slices with veggies (M&S Carrots, tenderstem Broccoli and sugar snap peas) I added my s&p and Worstchire sauce served with carrot sticks with hummus.

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So that’s it for now, I shall make another blog entry with other previous meals.

Love and light Torri.